OMG!! WE LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH (: <3 
Monday, April 28, 2008 12:13 AM
okay. ignore this post human beings.just let me doing some rantings and soul searching.
firstly, there's this weird feeling in me making me feel that
all those friends that i used to be VERY close with are slowly disappearing .
okay, mind you, its VERY. i wonder why :/ maybe it's because we're all in different parts
of singapore doing different things ? we're all that busy that we cant spare time for each other.
probably, it's just me being sensitive. i just thought we overlooked little things like that.
cos friends made up 100% of my life. that's why, im this disappointed.
secondly, i think my family is having helllll lotsa problems nowadays.
and i'm like too old to like " runaway" from this home so okay, accept th fact.
when i was a year old, they quarrelled about that. when i'm ten years old, they quarrelled about that. now, when i'm sixteen, it's still about that. just why ?
thirdly, i'm i not working hard enough ? i'm i not studying hard enough ?
i'm i not stressing myself enough ? i still dont see good results.
i'm still not meeting their expectations. k, whatever.
fourthly, relationships aren't for shiyu. at least for the time being.
i know i am like .. okay. i dont wna mention it lah.
okay, whatever. too many people are getting hurt by this thing called love.
i dont wanna become it's victim but neither do i wanna make people it's victim.
friends, though sometimes it's not our fault to hurt others but do spare a thought for em'.
& victims, you people have to control yourselves. if you dont wna get hurt, then dont sink in deep into this pool of shit called love. cos' this says that you asked for it yourself.
i'm not pinpointing ANYONE here. this is just a very general thing .
if you aint happy with this post. then dont read it. :D
i need a break.
